Today was a bad day

I could not help it anyway

Try to understand, but you shut me out

Bury me in the sand bags they use and keep about

So the city doesn't drown, I drowned today

You're on the other side of town, but I don't care anyways

 

'Cause, you still love him deep inside

I'm sitting here wanting to die

Why did ya do this? tell me that

Why did you leave and never look back

I'll never understand the other half of the world

I'll never understand whats up with that girl

 

Lastnight at this guys kegger (DREW T. my bike ridin', drinkin', gettin' kicked outta fall out boy shows friend!!!!)

I had to fuckin' beg her

To leave with me, but she shut me down

She said that she loved him more than me, more than me now

Why does this always happen to me like it always does

Do they even see what they do to me and pretend to love

 

Me, but they just don't care

Are they even aware?

Of what they do to every guy

Break his heart and make him cry

I'll never understand the other half of the world

I'll never understand whats up with that girl

 

Why does this always seem to happen?

Why oh why does this always happen? (i actually just forgot this line)

 

I know now I will always be alone

I will never again leave my bed or my home

NOBODY LIKES ME, EVERYBODY HATES ME

I'M JUST A FUCK-UP, WHY DON'T I GO EAT SOME PILLS

NOBODY LOVES ME, EVERYBODY HATES ME

i'M JUST A FUCK UP, WHY DON'T I GO EAT SOME PILLS

and hopefully overdose, I overdosed on pain today

 

"Traded in My Ramen For A Little Brahem"

Girl, take off your shoes
Mandir is watching you
We sing a little song
And everything that is wrong

Dissappears when you are near
Or whenever I am here

Girl, you and I were so in love, we were just kids
This world will soon die, just like our love did
And I miss you and think back everyday
And wish I could find the words to say
That would make you feel like you did

You're so perfect and I can tell
And in that temple with you, there's no hell
And I used to date the devil, so I thought
Turns out she was no more than a dirty slut

If you only knew the God that you are
I remember that night sitting in your car

So, she left me and I found you, and I love you
And I remember when you actually said "I do."
And I miss you and think back all the time
To a happy time in my life, when everything was alright
But we can never go back again.

 

Everyone's a god, even though they don't know it

And the ones that do don't even show it

My fingers on the trigger and this things loaded

Learn from me and don't fucking blow it

You comin' over yesterday was god
The movie we watched together was god
The coffee you drank, the beer I had was god
The amazing shampoo you had was god

That song in the car ride home was god
That one last kiss we shared was god
The conversations we shared was god
The memories that I have are now my only god
You were my god

And I tried to find my Nirvana state of mind
But, I just couldn't, do you want to spend the night?
I know it's so wrong, but it feels so right
The best I can do is sing a song and stay awake all night
Because you're not here with me
But I know you to can clearly see
That their was a time when you were meant for me
But it's over now, goodbye, I will hopefully rest in peace.

 

"FORGOT THE NAME TO THIS ONE"

 

I hope my mom doesn't smell the pot I just smoked in her car

I told her I went to the movie store, but I didn't get far

These are the best days of my life, well supposed to be

Now everyone that used to be my friend askes what's wrong with me

 

I don't know, that's a good question to ask

I will go to the last town on the map

And hopefully find lonely me some people that actually care

But I will soon learn everyone gets a turn, this unfairness is fair

 

Everyone fuckin' hates me for the things I do when I'm drunk

They don't call me anymore and they say I'm just a FUCK UP

Maybe they're right, but I swear tonight I will make them all see

That they were wrong, that I was right, so stop blaming me

 

I don't know where I'm gonna go tonight

I will go to somewhere that's not this bright

And hopefully ya won't see a hiding me in the dark

You'll find me freezing and sleeping in the park

 

This one goes out to everyone, everyone I know

You all made me, made me wanna go

JUMP RIGHT OFF THE HIGH BRIDGE

Up in Marine

I'm kinda soft, their will be

Nothing left of me

Nothing left of me

 

"The Great Diaster March"

 

I think it's been about 4 years by now

Four and a half years of fucked up stress says it best

 

I acted, not thinking, Fucked up, always drinking

This pressure is coming, he left her, she's running

 

So, now I'm heading down this road before I kill myself

Of before I just get too old

 

I am so sorry my sweetest dear

I will truly miss you and you being here

 

I know I suck at life, fuck that guy with a knife

I'm sorry that's so gross, but I won't rest 'till he's a ghost (GHOSTS LIVE IN MY ROOM AND WANT ME TO COME INTO THE HALLWAY....)

 

So now I'm heading down this road before I kill myself

 I don't wanna here from...

Anyone, or all this fucking fun I'm not having

I hate this with my black broken heart

I quit, fuck you and your fake tanning

 

It's over now and I will demonstrate how to stay the fuck away

Now that you're gone your memory lives on and on and on and on

And I think about it every single day

 

So, I burned all my bridges and I hope you learned that image

Is not what it's always, always cracked up to be

Isn't that just fucking great

Don't come back girl, it's too late

 

So long, and I hope your life's the best

With someone who won't cause you anymore stress

'Cause you deserve the very best

And I'm sorry, I guess

Me and you, you and me, we made this mess

We made this mess

 

We made this mess, dressed in our sundays best

Cast out from all the rest, gettin' fucked up to kill the stress

Of going on and on this way, I can't make it one more day

And I'm walking in the rain, drinking away all my pain

So, I'll drink drink drink and I'l drink all night

And cross my heart and hope to survive

Sooner or later I'm bound to fall sometime

No one will save me, I will die.

Tonight

 

So, be thankful for everything that you have

'Cause today might be your last

I used to have a house, I used to have family and car

And a girl, now I know I will always be alone

In this fucked up world

In this fucked up world, come on I need ya girl

Just please don't ignore me anymore

I'll always be alone, un happy and broke

Just please unlock your front door, 'cause I'm leaving, yeah

Goodbye.

 

That last song was pretty long....

"Monday's Mutual Matinee"

 

We were making out at the first credits

We were making love before the plot thickens

We climaxed together at the climax

You're over now, please don't go back

 

I love GETTIN' STONED and seeing you

And remember what it was like to meet you?

That was over ten years ago now(true)

and I swear I'll show you how

 

How thankful I am, how grateful I am

I love you and I always will

Will show you how much you mean

You're the star of my scene

How did a fuck up like me ever get with someone like you?

 

Now we got a nice future lined up

You make the breakfast, I'll get the syrup

'cause you'll still be here tomorrow

and I swear I will follow

 

You all the way home, 'cause today I was alone

I miss you like I always do

You were at work and school

How did a dumb fuck up ever get with beautiful you?

 

Now, I'm postive that we will last forever

You're so attractive, we will always be together

There's one truth in this world, well, two, love and you

You'll always be my girl and I will always love you

 

"Broken" (funny thing is, I wrote most of these while tokin')

 

You can sleep well tonight

And tonight I'll dream of you

I'll try to catch you while I'm falling

 

Just follow your heart

Or you'll end up with heart break

Wish you were the you in You and Me

 

Listening to the words come of your pretty lips and in to my heart

 

You're hanging on to him

I'm hanging on to the hope

Of the day we'll hang on to eachother

 

Sometimes I wish me and you could spend the night alone

 

If my heart's gonna be broken, I want it to be BROKEN BY YOU

Words left unspoken, I should have shared all of them with you

But now I'm sitting here alone, waiting for your call

 

You said you wished I was there

I'll make your wish come true

Just toss your coin and tell me when

 

I can't help on thinking how happy I'd be if I was with you